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Singles' Awareness Day
10:19 Thursday, Feb. 02, 2006

I was trying to send a check to the loan sharks at Sallie Mae yesterday but then I found out postage went up two freaking cents. The lady at the front desk said that they probably have two-cent stamps at Hilltop, but they did not. I did a lot of walking for nothing. And it's called Hilltop for a reason :[

In honor of the holiday of singles' awareness coming up, here is a song that I took a liking to when I took that unnecessary hike to the Hilltop store. :[ It doesn't quite apply to me because I'm so not sick of love songs. I love love songs, no matter how lonely they make me feel. hehe

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?


And another thing...
For Chinese New Year, I went to the Hsi Lai Temple in Hacienda Heights and every time I go I buy a so-called "dharma word". I used to buy them in Chinese because my grandpa could explain them to me, but since he went away, I've had to buy the English ones and I think either they've been translated into something that they didn't mean to or they're very adamant about recruiting us as monks. Here's what mine said..
"Just think about all the meat that has been consumed since the beginning of mankind. Resentment must be as vast as the seven seas, and hatred never ceases. Just listen to the midnight cries of the slaughter house, you will know the reason for war."
I'm not quite sure what to make of that. I thought maybe they were telling me to be less destructive and try not to harm others and stuff, but they made the meat thing sound like a very big deal. It's funny because recently I've been considering what it'd be like to be vegetarian. I don't know if I'd be able to because I sure do likes meat. My sister said that it meant that I am the reason for resentment and wars. My life is forfeit :[



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