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Emo Gummi 21:42 Sunday, Dec. 25, 2005 Merry Christmas everyone! :] Hope all your wishes come true! My Christmas wish didn't. haha. But it's okay, tomorrow will be better, I'm sure. I hope you guys aren't sick because this DISEASE floating around is terrible. Your whole body aches a lot and you just want to die. I started feeling it on Thursday and as the day went on it got progressively worse to the point where I had trouble standing at work so I asked the manager if I could go home. Friday I had to tell the manager I couldn't go in and boy, was she pissed... They were very understaffed and people had to stay until like 7:30am. I felt so bad! : I pretty much spent all of Friday sleeping and not moving around much at all and being babied by everyone, which I do not mind. haha. Being babied by my dad is not as fun though because he kept telling me I couldn't go to work yesterday and finally I convinced him to let me go but he wouldn't let me until 5pm. :[ Whatever I couldn't handle any earlier than that anyway. So yeah..I've spent the majority of my time since Thursday night in my pajamas and blankey just bumming around the house. I didn't even go online that much because it made my head hurt a little. I barely went outside so I have no idea how the weather's been because it's just really cold in my house. I couldn't tell how the the temperature was anyways because I would randomly get feverish or feel really cold and get goosebumps. At the moment, I am feeling neither of those so I'm good. To be honest, this Christmas hasn't been that great. It's been rather lonely because my family's gone and I have no one to talk to. Before waking up, I had a dream about someone who I know wants nothing to do with me.. What are the odds.. Anywho, my mom called me to wake me up and I found out I couldn't talk. That was the one thing I really wanted for today. I had hoped that maybe my voice would be somewhat normal for Christmas. Instead I sound like a frog. haha. Every time I get sick, I have this fear that my voice will never be normal again and it makes me really sad. The reason it makes me sad is that I can't sing, even though I'm not any good in the first place, I just want to be able to do it, but instead I croak and try to make a joke out of it when I talk to my sister so I don't feel as sad. Oh and I ate dinner alone. haha. So yeah, today's been a bummer due to my current circumstances...but I really don't think things are too bad. I mean it's just a few things going wrong. I still have a lot to feel thankful for and I'm very excited to see my Freundinnen and everyone else tomorrow :] The highlight of my day today was wrapping gifts. haha. And that, to me, is a gift to myself because I love wrapping presents. hahaha. So lame, I know but it's fun. Ribbon! Yess. Can't wait to see you guys tomorrow! <3 Happy holiday! <back<-->fwd> 5 most recent entries: I'm a thought criminal - Tuesday, Aug. 21, 2007 Moving away again! - Friday, Oct. 27, 2006 My reaction to Flavor of Love - Saturday, Oct. 21, 2006 Late night confusion! - Friday, Oct. 20, 2006 Bill and the couple drama across the quad - Wednesday, Oct. 18, 2006 |
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