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I wish.. 01:30 Friday, Oct. 14, 2005 YELLo! I'm sooooooooooo glad Allison came last night. After writing that post, I began to feel sad again. I almost began to cry so I walked around the floor and hung out in Brian's room for a little bit. Allison didn't end up getting here until two or three hours later. haha. I was SO happy to see her. Like seriously.. haha. I love seeing faces of familiarity..especially one of the Freundinnen! :] So I took her to dinner. It wasn't as good as usual :[ After that, I didn't really know what to do and she didn't want Lost to be spoiled for her, so I was like..hm...let's go to Stealthmaster's and bother him. So we went and she kept making him teach her guitar. haha. She made up some beautiful songs. I am proud to say we are friends because she will be famous one day. Alice in Chains. haha. After that, we went back to my dorm and then to Kathy's to play Taboo. They told us we had to wait a while so we might as well repark Allison's car, so we walked there..talked and walked..came back and found out James got a door slammed in his face. Bahaha. My roomie is funny. haha. So we all went for Taboo but Allison got kidnapped for a few hours. She didn't come back until the end of the game. My team totally won. Hooya! After that, I walked Allison to her car and then I went to shower and sleeeeep. Yay! During the night..I had a dream. I can't remember what it was about but I had this feeling that he was in it because I felt this longing for him and I tried to remember it, but I just couldn't. I gave up after a while and went to class very tired. I hadn't really been sleeping well for the past week. After class, I got a smoothie and then stuck it in the fridge. Then I took a nap for a couple hours and ate lunch with some of my floormates. After that I went with Bethany, Jisun [my roomies] and Yeri to the farmer's market in Westwood. It was mostly just fruit. They bought some fruit and then we headed back. OMG it was hot! I had another class so I just picked up some stuff and went because it's right outside our dorm. It was pointless to go because I just slept through most of it. After that, I watched Brian do his dance in the quad... Some of the groups were really cool. Like the..I dunno what it's called....but they were wearing gold and blue shiny outfits. haha. After that I went to dinner with the roomies and then...just cleaned and packed until SMALLVILLE! It was gooooood. I am scared about who's gonna die :[ I don't want anyone to die! WHYYY?! haha. Next week is Aquaman! CRAZY! Not as awesome as Flash but you know..AWESOME! haha. Can't wait :] So yeah..I've been trying to do stuff to help me occupy my mind with other things. I hate sitting in my dorm in loneliness because that just means more time to think about those things. But I'm trying to think of it different ways now. I know you're probably not reading this but I'm going to talk as if you are. So anyway, the conversations kind of just keep playing in my head. I hear your voice in my head but I miss actually hearing it. I just don't know why you couldn't try because we both would be in less pain. I hope that you meet some hot girl where you are then, so you'll forget about this and she'll be close. I just keep picturing seeing you over breaks, being able to be near you..I really hope you can change your mind. For now all I can do is wait and see what happens. <back<-->fwd> 5 most recent entries: I'm a thought criminal - Tuesday, Aug. 21, 2007 Moving away again! - Friday, Oct. 27, 2006 My reaction to Flavor of Love - Saturday, Oct. 21, 2006 Late night confusion! - Friday, Oct. 20, 2006 Bill and the couple drama across the quad - Wednesday, Oct. 18, 2006 |
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