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- 01:35 Monday, Oct. 03, 2005 imaq imaq imaq imaq imaq!!!! WARghhh! haha. I'm sitting in the lounge of my floor because I don't want to keep my roomies up. They sleep way too early for me, but that's a good thing because I need to get enough sleep. College is different. You kind of have to share a lot of things. haha. HRm..So...today I walked in with like a buttload of stuff and then somehow it turned into..hm...we should move things... Must be my crazy brain because I haven't slept for over 24 hours! haha. Anyway, I moved my desk out from under the loft bed so that it's right next to my bed. hahaha. How lazy am I? Anyway, so the TV is on one corner of it and the other space is for me to work. :P We moved the dresser to where my desk was and now the fridge is on top. I kind of wanted to make it so that the wardrobe and the dresser were facing each other but my roommate didn't want to and it's really up to her because those things are hers. haha. Well the dresser was mine but I emptied it out for her because I felt bad for always leaving my schtuff in front of the drawers under my bed, which were hers, so I decided I'd trade with her. So all these ideas were flyinnggggg in my head and that's how the setup came to be. haha. Bethany and I were sooo excited to move things so we didn't even ask Ji and we started moving. hahaha. I think she likes this a lot more because she doesn't have to push my scheit aside to get to her things anymore. So I went from three drawers to one..haha. And my cloth shelf was not a success!!! :[ That little hutch thing that goes over your desk is now in my closet where the dresser once was. I think I might use that for clothes but then I have nowhere for books. haha. My closet looks pretty BAMF right now..But...my cloth shelf does not. Sigh. I was very sad when I found it collapsed like it had been sat on by a large elephant. :[ A sad moment 'twas. So I fixed it...After a few seconds it fell again. I took out my jeans...and then TOD once again. After a while, I gave up. My string made of paperclips was not a success. No, not at all. haha. WHY DIDN'T IT COME WITH HOOKS??? SAM HAS HOOKS! WHY DON'T I?? haha. I blamed it on my pride because I kept saying mine was awesomer than Sam's and it decided to show me a lesson. Sigh. I learned that all cloth shelves are equal beings and I should not judge. I also learned that paperclips suck. haha. JK they're very useful in clipping papers, hence their names. But yeah..they shouldn't be used to carry the weight of lots of clothing. It's not my fault one of the hooks that I brought is too fat. haha. I think it's very comfortable with its size and I respect it. I'm just babbling on like a fool because my brain is crazy go nuts. hahah. I'm hungry. I'm debating on whether I should get up in six hours to get breakfast or not. Hrm. I should because the day is packedsorz. Man, Jay Chou is inspiring. I need to acquire more skills. Bye. - 16:29 Sunday, Oct. 02, 2005 This weekend was fun :] I miss seeing my Freundinnen..even though we were minus three :[ But it was still good to see the majority was here! :]!!! It was happy times. It's sad to hear that I'm not the only one having trouble making friends! I want my friends to be happy. haha. Knotts Scary Farm was pretty awesome. I didn't want to show fear because I learned from last time that if I scream, everyone starts chasing me. haha. SO..I just..held it in..and it was hard. I had goosebumps every time something scary happened..and I felt like my heart was going to explode because I was so scared. haha. The only time I screamed was on LA REVOLUTION. OH YEAH. haha. That was freaky. But no monsters on that so it's okay to scream. haha. :D Afterwards we went to Denny's and then we left at like..5am. o_O! I tried to pull an all-nighter but I took some nappage. I did manage to stay up until 8 something and I played pool with Daryl and talked about STUFF..haha. :D We came up with a new term..but I can't really say what it means. But I'm an IMAQ! And no, it has nothing to do with computers. Sigh. It's probably just another phase. I want some permanence. I don't know if that's a word but it is today. haha. So I've been half asleep all day today. It's kind of hard to pay attention to things and I can't form actual thoughts sometimes. I was trying to talk to Daryl in the car but nothing was coming in my head so I just started poking him in the head. haha. We went to Olympic and the menu was tricky! I thought they had strawberry cheesecake but it was ice cream. It was like in its own section of the menu and stuff so I thought it was really cheesecake but nOo..it was a continuation of the ice cream menu. DANG IT! haha. I ordered it anyway. Afterwards we had a little cake at Daryl's house and watched some of some really old movie on TV. Then Daryl and Abster were off to go back to school :[ And George only has like half a month until he goes into army training :[ Being a freshman can be lonely. I have to remember not to let that blind me and trick me! haha. I am slowmo. Okay, time to wrap this shizzzz up. So here are some cool random things I'm going to say: Finally met Allison's luffer, Andy. Cool guy, cool guy. Thanks Abster for the HACKER book. haha. You freaking saved me like 20 bucks! :] FOOTBALL GAMMEEEE! Fireworks were beautiful! Eileen was purty! And I saw lots o' people that I miss seeing! Abster and I went through the yearbook and made fun of people while we were waiting to meet up with the rest for Knotts. haha Yeah, we're mean. But face it, we all take bad yearbook pictures sometimes. I got laughed at about my senior portrait in front of my face. :[ haha. OH well. OHH AND OMG I GOT SAT ON TWICE WHEN I WAS LYING DOWN..and they knew that I'm ticklish so it was like a Dane Cook skit. It starts out fun..but can turn deadly.. haha. Oh and Life Plaza after the football game! :D WEee. OH OH OH and after that we went to Daryl's and Abner was sleeping...and Daryl started groping his butt and he didn't even wake up! K that's all I can remember. Singers are hot! :P - 12:32 Thursday, Sept. 29, 2005 I don't seem to have a lot of interesting things to say. I just talk about daily life and stuff. I'm not really an intellectual person. Being at UCLA makes me feel sort of dumb. I even felt dumb playing Taboo. haha. The other people are so good at describing things, finding just the right words for other people to guess it correctly. I was bummed because when I went, I only got the team 1.5 points. haha. -_- In classes, even the people who don't seem like they would be smart have really insightful things to say, while I, on the other hand, try to think of things to say and then remain too hesitant to raise my hand and share. Well, I'm just glad I have one more class and then I can go home. YES! haha. I miss home and friends a lot. Party weekend! Yay! I played Tetris Attack in my floormate's room. OMG she's so freaking crazyyy. hahaha. She beats me in less than a minute when she's on level 10 and I'm on level 1 : hehe. She and her roomie are sooooo fast. I can't even process it at half their speed. o_O! I want to get good. haha. My roomies are a lot better at it than I am. haha. The weather's kind of crazy. Usually at night it's really cold but last night it was freaking hot outside. I put on a sweater because I thought it was going to be freezing and then it turned out to be very warm but I didn't want to hold my sweater so I just kept it on. haha. Bleh. I got a new sweater for those cold nights ;P There was a sale at Ackerman and I blew 60 bucks. That's about all the money I saved not buying books from the student store. hahah. I'm not as bummed as I was before now. Yeah, I had to eat dinner alone the other day..but most of the time I was on the phone with my sister so I didn't feel that alone. It's really not so bad, I guess. Maybe next week will be a lot better. Had my first class today...I totally fell asleep as soon as I got back. haha. I was too tired from waking up so early. I feel my tum growing too. Gotta start working out. Yes. My mom says I'm going to get fat. Sigh. haha. Too much food...... X_x - 09:33 Tuesday, Sept. 27, 2005 I'm at UCLA. I miss home. I don't play well with the other kids. :[ So much for increasing social points. haha. Well, my roomies are nice, at least. I'm totally full and feeling the food coma coming on because I just stuffed myself with yummy De Neve food. This weekend is going to be so much fun. :D I can't waaaait, because I'll be around familiar faces and we're going to do fun things. I miss my friends so much because I have like none here. hahah. No, don't feel sorry for me. I got a handle on it :P The campus is really nice and there's so much stuff nearby. I really likey. I just gotta settle in and be more social. Last night I had a really bad dream and I woke up for a while and just thought about it. There was this whole conversation in my head between this other person and me and it just ended abruptly because that person like hated me or something. I dunno. It made me feel sad/bad. haha OH, Joanna thinks my fridge sounds like a fish tank. I have the sniffles for some reason and it's starting to hurt my head -_- Hrm..guess there's not a lot to write. I might go to one of my floormates' rooms today to play games! haha :D - 21:56 Monday, Sept. 19, 2005 So who else hates "Sugar, We're Goin' Down" from Fall Out Boy? I usually don't get annoyed of songs..like EVER, but this one is seriously getting on my nerves. On Saturday I heard it twice at work. The day before I heard it. The day after I heard it. It's everywhere! It came up on my playlist too. Do you know the odds of that happening?? One out of 1,160! I see the video all the time on VH1. Make it stop! I don't even know the lyrics! All I hear is, "We're going down down and adfoiwfjlafj..Sugar, we're goin' down swingin'." It needs to stop :[ So I cleaned my little fridgy fridge today. haha. It's cute. If my roomies don't want it there I'm going to feel sad. It seems cool. Like, literally. :P Anyway, my brother wants me to watch Laguna Beach with him. haha. Or else he's going to torture me with his rap/singing skills. Bye peeps. - 23:23 Saturday, Sept. 17, 2005 So today I met my favorite person at work so far. haha. Last night one of the managers called and asked if I would work 9-1 in the morning rather than at night. I said ok because I figured they were understaffed or something and it's not like I had anything to do. And night = free! haha. Not that I did anything with that either.. Anywho, I did some inventory stuff. Another plus! I didn't have to do the usual folding and crap. The person I met was just super involved in all this stuff and it was really cool. I could see that he had good values and stuff and he was just fun to talk to. I think dreamers are sooo freaking great because there aren't too many left. Everyone lets "harsh reality" rule over what they want. After work was lunch and then I went to Costco to buy ridiculously large amounts of things. haha. I got a big jar of pickles and a 36 pack of apple sauce. There were so many things I wanted but I resisted temptation. Next time though..the 24 pack of chocolate pudding is MINE. So this week has been a sad one. Especially the past few days. Everyone's leeeft! :[ I didn't cry but I felt pretty sad. We had our last supper Wednesday. haha. A bit frustrating but it was fun. I heart good company. Before dinner, I went with Tammy, Wendy, Pei Pei and Stayven to the Glendale Galleria. It was very fun but I didn't buy anything. When we parked Steven was like, "We parked at K. K for giraffe," because there was a picture of a giraffe. hahaha. Sigh. Fun times. The next day I went over to G-face's to say gooooodbye with Ursh and of course George was there. haha. We did our cool handshake before I left. After that, Ash and I went to Sean's and sat around for a while. Sean wasn't there so we were outside playing Boggle. haha. After trying a round in German, we began drawing pictures. I totally drew an awesome picture of her and Daryl. She drew one of me and a pineapple. haha. I was carrying around my pineapple bag :P It was another sad goodbye :*[ Then.....I went home and to work later on. Then another goodbye to ABSTER online :[ hehe. Next day a goodbye to SIMRAK! We went to jamba and I ordered some weird drink that had soy. Not gonna get that again. haha. It wasn't bad just strange. Later on it was goodbye to Ms. Tamara. I totally drew NSYNC in her yearbook insert! haha. Took me a long time. Then later on I drove to Nat's. I got very lost. haha. Gooodbye to youuuu. I miss people. Please at least remember my name, people. haha :] - 15:22 Monday, Sept. 12, 2005 I stayed up until like 6 talking to my sister because she was very sad :[ She thinks everyone is leaving her but she's leaving too. haha. I don't think it'll be that different because we'll both be back on weekends so we can hang like a gang. Woo! But yeah, I didn't want her to be sad so I started saying things to make her laugh and stuff. She started singing this song about living in my closet. hahaha. It was funny to the point that my stomach hurt. Sigh. She's the awesomest sister everrr. haha. I remember in NY they didn't have her name on the zipper charm..thingies, so I just got her "#1 Sis". hahaha. It's really cute though, even if it does say that. She's like my best friend :P I still haven't gone in my room...I fear that the cricket will jump out and kill me. haha. Not really but bugs are gross. OY. Good thing my mom did laundry. There is still a fresh stock of clothing outside my room. haha. So sad.. Well, if I really need stuff from my room, I can go in. I just live in fear. My mom told me the Moon Festival is on the Sunday right after my move-in day, so she wants me to come back home after leaving my things there and then I'll go back to school the Monday after. SIGH..nm she just told me she made a mistake and it's the upcoming Sunday. Darn it. haha. I wanted to come home. Oh welllll. I still haven't packed ANYTHING. And my roomies won't talk to me :[ No one loves me. hahaha. - 03:56 Monday, Sept. 12, 2005 Mmm 7 hours of work. That was FUN. *sarcasm* I told my manager that whoever did the jeans should die. haha. He said, "Yeah, I know." We have to fix everyone else's crap. I hate it. Stupid people who don't do things during the daytime. GOSH. Maybe I shouldn't have wasted time making flowers out of stickers. hahaha. It would've only saved like two minutes anyway though. -_- I'm sad now. Everyone's leaving work. Now I barely have anyone to talk to :[ Cry. One of my co-workers is sooo cool. She brought this CD of like..love songs/soft rock. Stuff they play on KOST. I loved it so much. hahah. She was like, "Here, I brought something for you to listen to." :] It made me feel lonely though. haha. I think KOST makes me feel more like a loser. But I really like the music she brought. Soft rock with less talk! HOOYAH! haha. Sigh. I said I'd stop working the 22nd but I might work some weekends because I'm going to be po'. My manager noticed that I am not as energetic and stuff at work. It's because I feel sad that everyone's abandoning me :[ haha. I guess I need to socialize better. I was making such good progress too. FAILED. I haven't been in my room for like a whole day besides to grab things really fast. Why? BECAUSE THERE MAY BE A CRICKET IN THERE STILL. I came home from work yesterday and sat down to go online and such. After my sister left my room, something ran by and when I looked there was a CRICKET. I screamed, picked up my laptop, and hauled buttttt. I tried to catch it in a bowl but it hopped away too fast. It disappeared somewhere so I picked up my camera and cellphone and blankey and got the heck out of there. I'm sleeping in my sister's room until I either find it and get rid of it or I feel that it's safe to move back in. There was also a spider in there a few days before that. I think it's the old one coming back to haunt me :[ People laugh at how afraid I am of insects and such, but we'll see how funny it is when they attack YOU. I feel gross just thinking about them. :[ ManG, two of my closest friends are leaving the same DAY. CRY. It just won't be the same. I won't be able to scooter over to Wendy's house and hang out for a while and watch GSN or VH1/MTV together. I won't be able to watch Smallville on Wednesdays with Da-Real and high fives just won't be the same anymore. No one to do our cool secret handshake with :[ Sigh. I hate how college tears us apart! During breaks..you know what's going down. FREUNDINNENNNNN ASSSEEEMMMMBBBBLEEEE! haha. I'm such a dork. I LOVE LAMP!! Sigh, my friends, I will miss. Last supper was a good one. haha. Last last supper on confidence day will be awesome as well, I'm sure. I feel less bad that I'm not going to Wednesday updates. My friends are worth it doodas. Such a sad entry. :[ I('ll) miss you. <back<-->fwd> 5 most recent entries: I'm a thought criminal - Tuesday, Aug. 21, 2007 Moving away again! - Friday, Oct. 27, 2006 My reaction to Flavor of Love - Saturday, Oct. 21, 2006 Late night confusion! - Friday, Oct. 20, 2006 Bill and the couple drama across the quad - Wednesday, Oct. 18, 2006 |
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