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23:09 Thursday, Dec. 30, 2004

My role model is cool. :D

HMM...Today was my grandma's birthday. We took her to dimsum in the morning and then grocery shopping for her dinner stuff. My mom and aunt made all the food and we had a huge family dinner and stuffs and then cake. BLEHH so full. OMG my mom made us go get the cake at this bakery and they only spoke Mandarin so my mom and aunt taught me how to say it because my sister's not that good at Mandarin and like I said it the way they taught me to the lady and it turned out to be wrong. That was embarrassing. I bet she thought I was like so whitewashed. -_- Oh well. I'm too embarrassed to speak Mandarin to people. I guess I shouldn't. I mean, I'm not Mandarin so if they laugh I have an excuse. haha. So yeah..big dinner, ate ate ate. After dinner, cleaned up, played drums with my sister, tried to copy drumming from my Everclear CD but we both don't know how to play so the result was just funny. haha. We went all crazy and I started dancing around and stuff. haha. <3 It was fun. I think my sister is the only one I can really be myself with. I always tell her random things that I think are funny. She probably doesn't think they're funny because I don't know how to tell stories but it's great anyway. hehe. Happy birthday to my grandma. WeEe. K bye :]

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01:26 Tuesday, Dec. 28, 2004

Hahahaha...I was just remembering something I forgot to mention that is totally mention-worthy. One of the funniest things that happened on our snowboarding trip weekend thingy was when Grant "thrusted" in Marsella's face. hahahaha :x It was so freaking funny. Yeah I'm a loser for still laughing but oh well. haha. :D

Es endet heute.

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02:13 Monday, Dec. 27, 2004

My romance doesn't have to have a moon in the sky
My romance doesn't need a blue lagoon standing by
No month of may, no twinkling stars
No hide away, no soft guitars
My romance doesn't need a castle rising in Spain
Or a dance to a constantly surprising refrain
Wide awake I can make my most fantastic dreams come true
My romance doesn't need one thing but you
My romance doesn't need one thing but you

Carly Simon has a beautiful voice. hMm..I went to eat dimsum yesterday with my family again. It was weird because my dad was like missing the whole day. He finally came home at like 9pm and didn't tell me where he went or anything. o_O? HmM..I saw Linda at dimsum and I went home with her to get my cam back as well as walk around and hang out with her a little at the mall because we haven't hung out for soooooo long. We spent some time thinking of what to get Patty Pat Pat. Then we watched some Mary Poppins, which happened to show on TV later on in the night. I think that movie is pretty awesome. I think it's a little bit about capitalism and stuff. haha. And I think they illustrate it using the same man to play the poor man who does something new every day and loves it and the banker who never laughs and seems miserable. I didn't know for sure if it was played by the same man but I kept looking at him and I was like DOOD it's the same guy and I think they left a few hints at that because only the poor guy and the chimney sweeps wore the highwater pants. But yeah..later on that night I got to see the ending of the movie and saw that Dick Van Dyke played both characters.
Anyway, my mom picked me up from Linda's house and I went home and cleaned until dinner time. My grandma came over and she was admiring my knitting stuff. haha. I used to be so into it back when I first learned to knit in third grade and then over the years I would forget about it and then pick it up for a little bit and then the same thing would happen but I got back into it because Susan was knitting and crocheting last year and I was like, Hey I do that too..and then I found it pretty therapeutic for some reason. I think because it kind of reminds you of how simple life can be sometimes..and I like being able to say that I made something so it's pretty cool. :P hMm anyway, I promised my grandmama I'd make her a scarf :] She's so cool. hehe. Yeah..didn't go online for the whole day because it makes me feel kind of sad. Instead I played around on my older bro's drumset and watched TV for several hours and crocheted some. It was a kickback day. Sorry I didn't play Cranium with you peepos..I had to do some sweeping and house stuff. K, I'm gonna disappear. Bye.

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00:30 Sunday, Dec. 26, 2004

Okay, so this is how my Christmas went. I was woken up at like 9 something and so sleepy so I just stayed in bed. For some reason I'm having trouble getting myself to wake up :[ I think it's because a part of me wishes I'd never get up. Sigh. Anyway, I went to eat dimsum with the fam and some relatives. Then I went to sleep on my parents' bed and woke up to a doorbell. My cousin, who is like..six or so months pregnant and her mom were over so my mom told me to come downstairs. I sat and listened to them talk and stuff. My other aunt came out from her room with my cousin Cherry and the adults just talked about pregnancy and stuff. I hope I never get pregnant. It sounds so scary. : She's going to have a girl and I think she'll be really pretty because all the girls on my dad's side of the family are pretty so it must be some awesome gene they have. haha.

Hm.....everyone's saying I got skinnier, but in reality I gained weight so I dunno what's up with that. I'm pretty sure it's not muscle; I never do anything. Maybe they just remember me fat. haha. Who knows?

I delivered a couple of Christmas presents. Sorry I'm behind on them. I don't have a car to drive to go shopping and I don't get allowance so I have nothing but lunch money to save up for presents. haha. I'm done with most. Anyway, it's kind of sad to see a senior in high school scootering around and stuff, but at the same time it's kind of funny. haha. I don't really mind but I'd prefer not to see people I know while I'm scootering, but when do I ever want to see people I know outside of school? Rarely. Unless we're good friends, then I guess we can laugh at me together. But yeah, I dropped of Amy's present. Yay! Then I came home and realized I had to give Evelyn her present so I walked through the school..did some unnecessary climbing..MEH. Like I had to climb over this one fence and then squeeze through this gate..and then I found out that the side gate to the faculty parking lot was open so both of those were not necessary. Oh well, I got to practice my ninja skills. :P hMm..so we "Merry Christmas-ed" and then I walked home and it got really dark. It was so scary because I didn't have my cellphone on me so if I got attacked there'd be no way for me to save myself besides self defense, since people do not care when they hear a girl's scream. :[ Bitterness. Anyway, yeah..I kept looking everywhere around me and checking if I was being followed. Being a girl sucks. You always have to worry about things like that. I even took down my bun because my friends say girls with their hair up are more likely to get attacked. For what reason, I do not know. At one point I started running because I was so close to a safe area that I wanted to get there faster to speed up safety. I saw Lorenzo at the track and then I was finally home. WeE!

I did a little cleaning but it doesn't look any better. I love when I throw something out because it makes me feel like something is being lifted off my shoulders. The cleaner your room is, the better your chi flows throughout the room and then your health and everything will be better. Now if only I knew how to clean...Well, I'm working on it. I really am. I just don't know where to put things. It bums me out. Hm...nothing's permanent. I'm going to put up my new bulletin board mang. Thank you Wendy for getting it for me :] And congrats on your pink iPod. haha. It'll look pretty with your new jeans. Hope everyone had a happy Christmas and for those who didn't, today's another day.

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02:21 Saturday, Dec. 25, 2004

Explosion of fun coming up! o_O Merry Christmas all. The mistletoe awaits you.

Basics:
[Name] jenny
[Nickname] gummibear
[Screen name] ^just change one letter
[Birthday] may 18
[Age] 17
[Astrological sign] taurus
[Chinese zodiac sign?] rabbit
[Location] arcadia
[Sexual Preference] guys..is that how i answer this?
[Marital Status] infinitely single
[Religion] buddhist
[Eye color] brown
[Height] 5'5
[Shoe size] 8/8.5
[Parents still together] fosho
[Siblings] 2 bros, one sis
[Nieces/Nephews] hm..3 second cousins and one more coming in a few months..i call them nieces and nephs
[Pets] my stuffed animals. hehe
[In school/graduated] In school
[What do you drive] shopping cart

Favorites:
[Color] green
[Number] 18
[Animal] bunnies..baby animals in general
[Vehicle] a green honda del sol or toyota mr2 or 96/97 mitsubishi eclipse
[Flower] i dunno..periwinkle?
[Scent] country apple, fruity cutie/love spell
[Drinks] jamba, boba, qoo
[Soda] sprite
[Book] any from a series of unfortunate events, harriet the spy, the great gatsby....etc
[Band] one voice, kai
[Song] when i dream about you - stevie b, too many to name but i like ballads

 Do you...
[Color your hair?] nope
[Twirl your hair?] sometimes
[Have tattoos?] fake ones?
[Have Piercings?] no
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend] nope
[Cheat on tests/homework?] no, cheat on your test and you'll cheat on your spouse. haha good ol' frau
[Drink/Smoke?] i drink water
[ Like roller coasters?] love 'em
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] occasionally but doesn't matter
[Want more more piercings?] not really
[Like cleaning?] heck no
[Write in cursive or print?] print
[Sweat a lot?] yeah
[Own a web cam?] fosho
[Know how to drive?] if you mean my own vehicle then yes. carts are quite simple to maneuver
[Diet?] all junkfood diet, sure.
[Own a cell phone?] yup <3
[Ever get off the damn computer?] only to sleep :]

Have you ever...
[Gotten a speeding ticket?] no..i don't run that fast
[Been in a wreck?] my room
[Been arrested?] nope
[Been in a fist fight?] nosiree
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] not kick
[Stolen anything?] i stole candy when i was little
[Held a gun?] yeah
[Drank?] no, ew
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] no thank you
[Considered a life of crime?] well i have criminal-ish plans but i don't want to be a criminal
[Considered being a hooker?] heck no
[Cheated on someone? ] nope
[Cried over a girl?] cried over a girl...not that i know of, but guy yes. those asses
[Lied to someone?] yeah
[Been in love?] i dunno, not true love, of course
[Fallen for your best friend?] no cuz she's a girl
[Made out with JUST a friend?] nope
[Been rejected?] sho
[Been in lust?] yeah, many a time..
[Used someone?] hm..not intentionally if i did
[Been used?] yeah, sigh
[Been cheated on?] no
[Been kissed?] not on lips
[Experimented with homosexuality?] haha no
[Current mood] random
[Current taste] air
[Current hair] bun
[Current thing I ought to be doing] snoring/talking in sleep
[Current cds in stereo] nsync christmas cd, devotion
[Current crush] i'll crush your face
[Current job] student

 The last time...
[Last book you read] hm 1984 i guess..X_x
[Last movie you saw] lemony snicket's a series of unfortunate events!! :D
[Last thing you ate] chicken, rice, choy
[Last person you talked to on the phone] howard

Do you...
[Do drugs?] no, never
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] no i've never had the same one twice
[Play an instrument?] not currently but used to
[Believe there is life on other planets?] it's possible
[Remember your first love?] naturlich
[Still love him/her?] as a friend
[Read the newspaper?] nope
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] not really but i treat gayface like he is
[Believe in miracles?] sure
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] yeah, if it's true love
[Consider love a mistake?] no, if it's a mistake then it's not love
[Have a favorite candy?] gummibears, most chocolates
[Believe in astrology?] no
[Believe in magic?] yeah
[Believe in God?] i don't deny that he exists
[Do well in school?] not this year :[
[Go to or plan to go to college] yup
[Wear hats?] no but i have them
[Hate yourself?] nope
[Have an obsession?] yes
[Have a secret crush?] derno
[do they know yet?] yeah
[Collect anything?] hehe..i collect rocks, stamps and stickers
[Have a best friend?] yup
[Close friends?] yuppo
[Like your handwriting?] no
[Care about looks?] by looks meaning hygiene, then yes, but looks alone no

Love life
[First crush] haha..ST! kindergarten...^_^
[First kiss] on the cheek
[single or attached?] single
[Ever been in love?] with my computer, drew
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] not in the same sense as others see it. 
[Do you believe in "the one?"] yeah
[Describe your ideal significant other] taller than me, funny, witty, smart, loves me for who i am, romantic, has goals, enthusiastic, likes to laugh, cute (in my opinion at least)
[Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] no
[Are you a tease?] not that i'm aware of
[Shy to make the first move?] haha

Are you a...
[Wuss] sometimes
[Druggy] no way
[Daydreamer] not really
[Freak] i guess
[Dork] heck yes
[Bitch] i try not to be
[Brat] not really
[Sarcastic] yeah
[Angel] i'm a person
[Devil] no
[Shy] yeah
[Talkative] depends
[Flirty] no

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21:49 Friday, Dec. 24, 2004

This is my third post in one day. How annoying. Okay so like..I think I know something but I'm not sure because I'm like 80% wrong about everything most of the time. haha. It doesn't make sense though. So weird. Ach, ich hasse dieses Problem!! The power of regret is one of your most powerful tools to improve yourself. That's what the Dalai Lama says. So I regret what I did but I'm not going to let it consume me as a whole. And I guess that's all I have to say about that. Oh and that I didn't go with the flow. Dang it.

HmM..the year of 2004 is almost over. This is our last Christmas in high school. OMG! haha. I was just thinking about what has happened so far in high school. I have to make senior year awesome because I feel like I wasted my years on unimportant things like GUYS. Ugh gross. If I'm going to waste my time, it should be on something cool like high fives, according to Daryl. haha. I gotta keep that in mind.

Oh and yay! My throat healed but I'm still coughing. Sometimes I have this bleh itchy feeling and the only way to relieve it is by coughing. It's a weird feeling, I must say. And I do not like it. I feel like I'm coughing my guts out. So my vocal chords aren't ruptured since all the pain is gone, but it was scary for about two days because I was bleeding and I am just going to leave it at that.

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12:47 Friday, Dec. 24, 2004

...makes my heart skip a beat. Must be the arhythmia.

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01:43 Friday, Dec. 24, 2004

YAY..I had fun......yesterday now. hehe. I woke up at like 12 and got picked up to go to celebrate Christina's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINA!! :] We waited forever and ever and then finally everyone got to Macaroni Grill and we ate a LOT of food. I'm so full. The stupid waitress gave me the wrong dish. It's her fault for not remembering what I ordered. I didn't TELL her to walk over to me and set down the dish in front of my face. She didn't reassure herself by asking if it was mine or not. Ugh and then she was such a biotch to me from then on. Gawsh get over yourself. She pissed me off because she gave me attitude for her mistake. Anyway, Christopher gave Christina this GIANT bouquet of pink HK style roses. It was soooooo pretty! hehe. He was all proud of it. haha. It was really pretty though, so he should be. She got a lot of cool stuff. :P One of the waiters sang to Christina the birthday song in Italian. It was so nice. hehe. We had a Pooh cake and it was so fattening and big. :o.. I felt like I was going to explode. Then we took some pics outside and Christina went around in a circle giving hugs and then we went to Eric's house. We played some ping pong and I kicked Henry's and Chris's butts. Mehehe. They kept challenging me because they didn't want to lose to a girl but they kept losing again. hehe. :] But yeah..I hope you had a great birthday, Christina!! :D I had fun with you guys ^_^ I had to leave kind of early to buy stuff for the potluck at Tammy's house at night so I shopped with Tammy and Nat a little and then we went to her house. We did a little cooking and preparation for dinner. All the Freundinnen were there except for Tracy and we ate lots of food and good stuff. We talked a lot about everything and old times and laughed about people. haha. It was fun. We never get to hang out anymore so it was great. We opened gifts and there was lots of noise. I love my gifts. Thank you everyone :] I didn't get home until like 12:45. :x We just talked and hung out and watched music videos for a while. haha. I had so much fun on the eve of Christmas Eve! wahaha. WoO!



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