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- 21:34 Wednesday, Dec. 22, 2004 If you tell a lie enough times it becomes truth, right? So if you smile enough times, even if you're not happy, do you become happy? Because that's a lie and with that logic in mind, I think it could work. So for Christmas, I would like everyone to have at least one friend who had a smile that was contagious. I think if everyone had one of these kinds of friends, they'd keep smiling and if they smile enough they'll start believing it's real and then it will be :] I don't really know what I'm saying. Well, I do but I'm like a little out of it right now. I FINALLY got to see Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events!! YAY! :] I was so happy and excited. haha. It's different from the books but still good. I like. I also watched Meet the Fockers. haha. It's pretty funny. Well, my brother wants to watch Napoleon right now so I'm gonna go. Thanks Allison and Daryl for being my friends and not making me feel like more of a loser. haha :] - 00:19 Wednesday, Dec. 22, 2004 /me fails. haha. Scrabble with Daryl and Allison is fun. It's not that fun when we let another person play. That jerkwad. Maybe our approach was wrong. We need to prepare for tomorrow. hehe. I'm still coughing up death and I'm tired so I'm going to go sleep soon. And that quote in Daryl's info? It's me. Yes, I think I am in the beginning stages of dying. My throat has not felt this kind of pain before. I never stay sick this long unless I'm like sad, but I'm not so I dunno what's going on. I also fear that I may have ruptured my vocal chords or something. That'd be a bummer. Byers has got me paranoid. haha. I'm pretty sure there's nothing wrong with my vocal chords because it doesn't really hurt that much when I talk or anything. The other day after watching Two Weeks Notice, we figured out that most chickflicks with numbers in the title are good. Also, Allison said, "The time is NOW." [about what I'd prefer not to say] But it's not now. We can't always get what we want, like that song says. hehe. I didn't get to say all that I wanted to say but I said it and it's over and done with. Well, I better get some happy or else I'll stay sick for six months. Bye now. Jungen sind nicht nett. - 15:07 Tuesday, Dec. 21, 2004 My left arm hurts so muchhh. MEhhhh. Anyway, I just watched an ep of Dou Yu. Gawsh I haven't watched for like soooo long. Probably more than two months. I love it. haha. SanZi and YuHou are so freaking hot. :P'' Xiao Yian Zi is kind of funny looking, but she's a good person. And she's good at piano. That must be what hooks the mens in. hahah. jk. I went to the mall with Allison and Daryl last night and got like two presents. I felt like I bought so much more, but no. haha. Oh well. I dunno what else to buy for people. I'm not very good at picking cool things for people. So if your gift sucks I'm sorry ahead of time. :] After the mall, we went home and played each other Scrabble online. hahaha. They seemed so excited about it. haha. It was fun. My goal for this break was to have my room clean before it started but I failed. I cleaned up a little yesterday. Needs a lot more work. It's okay though, I don't have that much to do this break. Dou Yu and cleaning. Sounds good. :D I wanna do something cool with my room when it's clean like they do on HGTV. haha. Gawsh I love that channel. I saw this book at a store in the mall yesterday and it was called Sensible Chic, I think...but yeah..when I saw it I was like THIS IS FROM HGTV! hahaha. And then Allison sent out "you're such a loser" vibes at me. Oh dood..there's this really cool picture I worked on. hahah. *inside joke* It's so sad but funny. I'm evil dood. hehehe. - 01:19 Monday, Dec. 20, 2004 One of the people I admire lots is Jonny Ngo. Everything he writes about comes from somewhere inside and it's not lame and shallow or anything. He seems so patient with people and he cares so much about everyone. Oh man, that's so awesome. I hope I can be more like him as I grow up, because I'm still pretty immature and not very smart with some stuff. He knows his own emotions so well, which I have yet to learn about myself. But I don't think I should be in any hurry. I'm still young and even when I'm not it shouldn't be hurried, because all those things come with time and wisdom. Well anyway, on Friday, I left for...Wrightwood? with Tony, Kurtis and Grant. We met up at the cabin with Mark, Saori, Marsha and Marsella. It was so fun. We just played games and ate and stuff all night and when we went to bed we stayed up talking for so long. hehe. I loved it. We talked about all kinds of funny stuff and embarrassing questions were asked. hehe. Then we kind of fell asleep and then Jason came at like 2am. I kept freaking coughing the whole trip. It was so gross. I hate being sick. I don't even know how I got sick. GRR. Anyways, the next day we went SNOWBOARDING! :D It was my first time and it was soooo hard to learn the first run. I kept freaking falling like every two feet. haha. That was a pain in the butt, literally. My whole butt is probably black. haha. It sucks especially because I lack in cushioning in that area. :[ Anyways, I got better and my last run I only fell once. haha. :D The first time I went up on the lift was pretty funny. I fell trying to get on. hahaha. They had to stop the thing for me and I felt bad because there's like people waiting and stuff. I haven't mastered getting off without falling either. That's a freaking pain. Jason said I'd be miserable since it was my first time snowboarding but I looooved it. haha. It was so fun even though it hurt so much. I thought falling was pretty funny. The first two runs I kept crashing into the wooden fence and it hurt a lot. haha. Oh and my first run I hit this guy square in the back with my board. hahah. OMG I felt so bad. He was so nice about it too. Gosh people on the slopes were nice. Nice is good. :] Thanks everyone who helped me out and stuff. I <3 you! :D At night I made the dinner and it wasn't very good. hahaha. I used clam chowder as a pasta sauce because Joe said it was really good so I decided to try it and it wasn't. hahah. I didn't believe the guys when they said it was alright because I knew it wasn't that good. I ate it anyway because I was freaking hungry. Next time I'll just stick to traditional sauces on pasta.. Oh well at least the noodles turned out ok. Oo..thanks everyone who brought food :] HmM..so we played games again and then I taught Grant and Kurtis the fortune games with the cards and stuff and Mark totally freaked out and kept playing them late into the night with Saori. hahaha. We had fun with that. Then we went upstairs and Kurtis and Grant kept farting. haha. Pretty sick. I fell asleep eventually after many coughing fits and in the morning we cleaned up, hung out, took pics, and then left to return the key to the cabin. Got some ice cream across the street...wanted to taboggan [derno how to spell] but we needed a pass for it and decided to just go home instead. Yuppo. This weekend was so fun. I loved talking to everyone and getting to know them and stuff. I didn't really open up that much, but it's ok, I'm not that interesting anyway. hehe. I just like talking in general. It's fun and brings laughs :D Sorry if I kept people awake with my coughing. I dunno how I got so sick. After I came home, I scootered to Allison's house to hang out with Daryl and Allison and we watched Lost and then went to my house to watch Two Weeks Notice and Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, both very good. <3 WeE! Makes me want someone to lurve. hahaha. I like how chickflicks, or movies about love in general, can give you that feeling, but it's kind of depressing at the same time. Whatever dood. Good movies make me happy. BYE now. - 00:06 Friday, Dec. 17, 2004 Bleh bleh bleh. New day! Yay! Yesterday was a total buttsucker, but it's another day so I can start over :] Lots of stuff happened. I am not going to Catalina anymore. Kind of bummed about that because I've never gone there, but I'm going snowboarding instead. Mehehe. Sounds more fun than hanging out by myself on an island. Hollinger wouldn't let me invite Wendy Friendy so I just decided I'm not even going to try anymore because I'm all out of options. I really don't know that many girls, especially ones who would want to go to Catalina for a basketball tourney. So yeah..I walked over to the shed all bummed and I walked away with an invitation to go snowboarding :] Thanks guys for inviting me :D I'm excited. I hope I don't die. haha. I was sort of scared to ask my parents and I like..had an anxiety attack because of some stuff but finally I asked my mom because she's nicer about letting me go on trips and she said I could go since I wasn't going to Catalina anymore. Yay. Haha..talked about some funny stuff with Allison and earlier with Wendy. I love when we can talk and laugh. It's something I miss sometimes because we're all doing our own stuff and I know I'll miss it when I'm chillin' like a villain alone in the library in college. haha. Gawsh I'm gonna go insane. :P And dood. English is becoming a class I don't look forward to anymore. I used to think it was pretty fun but the stuff we're doing gets worse and worse. He gave us this essay to write last week and didn't explain much. I bet he's going to grade me down again because I supposedly don't try hard enough. How can he say that when I am actually doing all my work and turning it in on time, as opposed to like half the class, who don't turn things in and don't even know what book we're reading? Gr..whatever. He can't give me a low grade for doing what I'm supposed to. MEhhh..karma. I need to calm down and take everything into consideration. I should go to sleep. I'm pretty tired. Bye friend. Guys are dumb. Thank you everyone who helped to cheer me up or was concerned about me. You helped me get through the day :P - 00:51 Thursday, Dec. 16, 2004 Hello. The Christmas concert was so fun :] It was like my first big performance so it was so awesomeee. I didn't fall over or trip or barf or anything. haha. I kind of got over my stagefright because usually just standing in front of that many people would make my knees weak and I wouldn't be able to smile, remember choreography or the words to songs. But that didn't happen so I'm really glad :] Well..forgetting choreography..but I didn't forget it out of nervousness. It was during the reprise and I wasn't sure where we were. haha. Anyway..it was too cool for school. I was a fireplace for "Jolly Old St. Nicholas" and I kept running into the curtain behind me because I didn't have enough room. haha. It was SO hard to move in that thing. And then..grr..stupid Faith. Gosh she's annoying. She kept like pushing me when we were going up the stairs. I dunno what the hurry was..Whatever mang. "That Night" was fun to do. hehe. Afterwards I met up with Joe, Howard, Tiffany, John Chiuuuuuu, Tony, Bui, Sean and a few others. I went with Tony [BIRTHDAY BOY!], Bui and Sean to Denny's because I was sooooo so so hungry and I stuffed my face there and then Bui gave me a ride home. Thank you guys so much for coming :] It means a lot to me. It's kind of a hassle because it's around Christmas time and stuff and everyone's buying gifts and whatever, so thank you for going through the trouble. I found out how nice a lot people were when I shared a dressing room with a bunch of other people. They were funny people and everyone helped each other with make-up and hair, even though we barely knew each other. It was so cool :] I'm glad I was in that room because the girls in the other rhapsody room are vicious and talk a lot of crizzap. mEck. Everyone did a really super duper job on the show and I'm glad. Yay! haha. [edit]GAYFACE YOU'RE LAME!! WHAT did I talk to you about the day before?? Anyways...[/edit] DOOD..a year ago I was partying hardy in Germany. Oh how I do miss it :[ Oh, the Gulaschsuppe and Wurst! :[ Such good stuff.. And I really miss the Weihnachtsmarkte. :[ I hope one day I save enough money to go back and do everything I did last year but without Frau. hehe. I'd like to go back to the National German Museum. That place was awesome. I spent too long trying to figure out how to leave the first floor. hahah. Didn't get enough time for the rest of the place. Boo. hMm..Oh and I'd totally stay in the youth hostels again. It's so fun! :P But I dunno how many more "Konichiwa"s I'll be able to take before I start kicking people and I'd be perfectly capable without Frau there to explode on me. :] - 22:41 Saturday, Dec. 11, 2004 I watched The Five People You Meet in Heaven [the TV movie] the other day on ABC Family. That is such an awesome movie. It makes me want to read the book even more than I already did. It was really touching and makes me want to make an impact on someone's life. I remember saying that that is the meaning of life during one of the German discussions last year. My meaning, at least. I realize that it's not something that would make me super ecstatic, but it kind of gives your life more depth. Like...you're not just here wasting space, you know? That's the feeling I want. Oh and I can't wait until the Unfortunate Events Movie comes out! OH YES. I'm so excited that they've made it into a movie. WEEEE. I might have to postpone my plan to watch it as soon as I get out of school though because I'm low on cash and even had to embezzle other funds to pay for gifts today. Sigh. It may be a week or two before I get more money after the whole gift process, but I can wait. I'm sure it'll be worth it ^_^ "You don't know love until you've experienced pain." Hm. Something inscribed on a wall of Martin Luther's castle home place thing in Germany. I think it's a pretty good quote. But not all pain is love so eh. Man there's something I wanted to write but I can't think of it. I'm just gonna go then. Bye. - 01:13 Friday, Dec. 10, 2004 Oh, the heaviness of guilt. haha. Sigh. Well. Only a week left. muahaha. Gonna be busy starting tomorrow. Oh so crazyy. I needa do some shoppang for Christmas. I need to buy a spring. haha anyone know where I can buy that? Daryl and I formed an idea using the formula of awesome. It'll be great :D I also need to figure out what else to get for people. doot doot doot. GO TO THE CHRISTMAS CONCERT NEXT TUESDAY!! PLEASE :] It'll be so exciting. hehe. It's my first performance that can potentially be somewhat embarrassing. Those band concerts don't really count. If you mess up no one knows. haha. No random thoughts. My brain is dead. I need sleep. Bye. <back<-->fwd> 5 most recent entries: I'm a thought criminal - Tuesday, Aug. 21, 2007 Moving away again! - Friday, Oct. 27, 2006 My reaction to Flavor of Love - Saturday, Oct. 21, 2006 Late night confusion! - Friday, Oct. 20, 2006 Bill and the couple drama across the quad - Wednesday, Oct. 18, 2006 |
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