 |
|||
Old junk Guestbook About me Naked? *
|
- 23:14 Tuesday, Nov. 02, 2004 OH YEAH..hM...so Sunday was Halloween. Happy Halloween peeps. hehe. I went to get my new cell number and it took forever and a week. My mom and brother kept yelling at each other and stuff and we went to like three places. He ended up not getting a new phone and we got to pick numbers from a list. Mine is cool. haha. Ask me for it if you really plan to call me because otherwise I don't really care to give it out. I was tempted to get the one that was almost exactly the same as my old number except for the last digit but decided not to because I liked my new number more. :] My mommy said I needed a change anyways. hMm..so I finally got home around 6 and then I put together my costume. haha. I was Waldo and I wore a sign stating so. We even took a pic later on where I was hiding behind a couch. haha. We're lame...Anyways, so yeah, Allison gave me a ride to Susan's house where we met up with Tammy, Nataly, Daryl, Susan, Ursh, Tracy, and Wendy. Wendy and Daryl had to go and we went trick or treating. They assumed that San Marino would have good stuff so we went there and the houses were so far apart that it wasn't worth it anymore so we went back in Nat's car and drove to Tammy's house, where we end up like every year. haha. Then we walked the area..I filled up my bucket :] My bucket of happiness. Mehehe. It was so heavy when we were done. There was this haunted maze thingy but I refused to go in because I didn't want to be scared. Tammy got scared to the point of falling, apparently. haha. It was kind of funny. Afterwards we watched Desperate Housewives and then dispersed. Today I was soooo sleepy. I kept falling asleep during Econ because we weren't doing anything. We just kept getting worksheets and I'd stare at them absentmindedly and then fall asleep. After school I fell asleep watching Passions and then I got picked up by Henry and Chris to go bbq the leftovers. We sat there for a few hours waiting for the chicken and stuff. I got one drumstick and then I left to go to my chorus rehearsal. We learned another song today. I didn't even learn all the words yet because we only went through it like twice. The girl who stands next to me keeps singing the soprano part so I feel like a lamer singing the part by myself because I can't really hear other altos since I'm in the last row. :[ Oh well. Rehearsals are fun even though I dunno anyone. Oh and I passed up the chance to try out for a solo of O Holy Night, which is freakin' one of my favorite songs. I was too scared to try because I'm shy and stuff, but I've been singing it at home just to reassure myself that I know how to sing it. haha. That's all that really matters to me, but it'd be cool if I could find enough courage to at least try out for a solo...Maybe I'll keep working at that :P Keep collecting those bugs. Bye. PS CHRISTINA TA IS SUCH A COOL FRIEND :D I LOVE GOING TO BBQs WITH HER BECAUSE WE LIKE HAPPY CAKES! - 23:14 Monday, Nov. 01, 2004 November is a new month, say Henry and Zhou Zhou. haha. I think so too. Good. Lots of lamedon stuff happened in October. hehe. Today was so fun. Benry woke me up and I had to get ready to go SHOPPING for groceries. It was so fun. Christina and Christopher picked me up. I wasn't allowed to pay for anything so I felt sad :[ I really wanted to chip in. Cough. I can't cook so I should've been allowed to do something. Well..SG Superstore was fun because we kept thinking everything was potatoes...but they weren't potatoes. haha. Stupid taro. And we had HAPPY CAKES! hahaha. That was the best part. I told the lady red bean but she gave us something else. Oh well. It was still good and made us happy. :D And thank you Chris for buying me one. Then we went to other places to buy more stuff..like ice cream and cones! Christina and I wanted colored ones but the other one was cheaper. haha. Yum. We spent forever marinading and everything. Left that to the professionals...All I did was wash a few potatoes and put basil in the marinades..haha. I felt so useless. We finally got to eating hotdogs and hamburgers..the basic stuff. Then we got to the meats. Mm..but everyone was staring at me because I was a clean eater and then a few of us stayed outside after we were done eating and started talking about SOMEONE...and then Chris was asking if he liked to collect bugs. hahahaha. Then it turned into an inside joke along with the happy cakes. We just kept acting retarded all day. We watched Butterfly Effect, which I must admit was pretty good. We played some DDR. Busted out a few songs..Henry became obsessed with one of them. Later on we kept talking about bugs and happy cakes and only a few of us knew. haha. Oh and Henry took me cruising in his spiffy car. haha. He was doing 180s in the parking lot and he kept speeding around through the streets. It was so scary because I thought he was going to hit kids if they suddenly ran into the street. The 180s were super scary tooo. AH! I was just trying to eat my ice cream and Henry was going all crazy with his donut making. haha. It was fun though. I'm pretty sure my heart started beating faster, especially with all that meat in my system. haha. Mmm..artery cloggage. But yeah..my first drifting experience. Very fun. Oh yeah..and we were bumpin' KOST. JOSH GROBAN, YES. Tamson and Jesse didn't agree with it though. But Henry and I were singing our hearts out. hahaha. hMm..That's all I remember right now. :P hMm...so to sum it up, I spent the day with 3 Chris's, a Tamson, a Jesse, a Henry, an Eric and a Mei. Fun fun fun...like the fun fun factory. hahahah. Bye. - 23:59 Friday, Oct. 29, 2004 HEH..still on hiatus, but decided to make a little drawing for people to look at because it's been so freakin' long. Well, this week went by pretty fast. I avoided talking to people for most of the week and then decided it wasn't worth it anymore. I felt one of my all-time lows this week. Maybe more than once..I dunno. I think I just have to sort out my thoughts. After talking to my dear friend LINDA LUU, I felt better so THANK YOU :] Even if she doesn't care to come here, I still gotta thank her. Today I went out with Tracy and Gayface. He had some drama and kept bummin', but we still had a bomb-butt time. haha. I was acting all weird because I was so tired and in weekend mode, especially since I had just woken up. haha. There was so much fun had. :D OH..HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HENRY WONG! I feel so bad for forgetting...Stupid calc test distracted me. I wish someone reminded me because I totally blew him off for his birthday. hahah. I'm so sorry. I'm so stupid because I knew it was his birthday the day before and then calculus gave me amnesia. haha. Math owns me :[ So I was gonna like make it up to him and get him a plate of fried rice from chorus, but the girl whose mom made it told me to take the whole platter so being as Asian as I am, I totally took it and brought it to our table for everyone to eat. hahaha. It's good rice :P Freakin' Steven like inhaled it from the platter. haha. So like...today was the calc test and I died. I went in at lunch to do the EC problem..took one look at it...then gave the paper back to Bulgin and said "never mind". haha. She kind of laughed at me. Then I went outside and chilled with Pei Pei for a little bit because of various reasons ^_^ hehehe. It pays to have friends who are friends with..reasons. Oh gosh. hahah. Oh mang, yesterday, I had to sing a solo part as a test in chorus and I freakin' bombed because of my stage fright. YES, it is that bad. I feel perfectly fine until I realize I'm in the spotlight and then I die. : Sigh. Well, that's what I wanted to work on, so I am. I hope it gets better or else I'm going to ruin the musical. haha. Oh and we had this choir rehearsal the other day. It was so fun to sing and dance. I can multitask :D It made my crummy day a lot better, but it kind of sucked because there's one part in the song where you talk to people around you because you're supposed to be all excited, but I didn't really know anyone and I stood alone for the first few times :[ Then I just walked over to the girls next to me and started saying random stuff like, "Dood......I dunno. Um...yeah. Cool dance moves." haha. I'm like doing okay right now but I think when I actually have to perform, I'm going to realize I'm being watched and then I'll fall apart : Gotta practice getting over it. Well, we have a 3-day weekend. Time to party hardy fosho. Gonna change my number this weekend. WAH. Gonna get one of those national plans...not that I travel far or anything. haha. - 20:50 Monday, Oct. 25, 2004 doot doot doot. I feel like avoiding a lot of people and I just want to hang out with a select few right now. Sigh. Well I talked to Joe and he made me feel a little better about things. haha he's like my mentor or something dood. HmM..so HC was fun. Thanks, Elan! Some disturbing things happened, don't want to talk about it. A lot of people know what I mean anyways and if they don't, I probably told them. The ones I have chosen to tell, at least. The coolest thing was seeing Paul Heffel's dancing! OMG I love it. haha. I didn't care much about staying in shape after the dance so I ate ribs at Tony Roma's. Oh so good.. :P'' I didn't talk much or anything. I've been feeling so blankish. I just need to get over whatever it is I'm in. I'm feeling really antisocial. I think I'll just hang out with TPS for a little while during lunch and then walk home, because I don't know what to do around other people anymore. I feel like I've been robbed of something. Sigh. What to do. I think I need to meditate or something. Either that or go die. haha jk. I'm not really sure what to do. hehe. I make my life a soap opera. That reminds me. I need some Dou Yu. I really want the second series!! Roar. I don't know what it's about, but I hope it's got hot guys too. haha. Ok, gotta get back to doing stuff. Bye. PS TINMADHAG!!! Another one of my fish died!! I'm sad :[ Poor Roy. RIP :[ Sigh..That's like two in one month, I think. Not a good month for the fishes... Inside joke, kinda. hah. - 15:55 Sunday, Oct. 17, 2004 I FINALLY GOT TO EAT PHO TODAY. OMG it was so good. I haven't eaten it for sooooooo long. Yum. I love pho. haha. Another one of life's highs. Well, yesterday was really fun :] We only sang one song at the festival. I bummed around sooo long before I had to perform. I just walked around doing nothing with Allison but we took a HOT picture in front of this car. hahaha. I have really bad stage fright... I thought I was going to do fine, but looking out into the audience made me get goosebumps so I just looked to the side where the keyboard was, or I'd look at the other choir members and I couldn't smile because I felt so scared. Sigh. I'll try really hard to get over it.. After performing, I left with Allison and Joe to go to Peter's BBQ and I ran to find him as soon as we got out of the car. haha. I hadn't seen him for soooooooo long. :P Seeing him made me so happy! He totally like lifted up my day. haha. I didn't even talk to him that much but it was great just seeing him. I hung out outside for a while with Phoebe, Allison and John Chiuuuu. Then I had to pee really bad so I went and then Joe kidnapped me and I felt that I should tell Allison because she'd wonder where I went for so long. haha. But I didn't get the chance to. A serious conversation was finally had though and it was pretty cool. The rest of the time I was there, I just hung out upstairs, because I was keeping Ivan company and stuff. Allison found her way up so it was ok. hehe. I didn't really want to go outside that badly anyways..When we finally did go outside, it was to walk to Daryl's house and we just hung out there until it was time to go out for dinner. We stayed at Claim Jumpers for sooooo long. It was so fun. We just talked and talked and freakin' Ashley brought up Gravity Hill and then it was scary mode and I was so freaked out. We were about to go there until we saw that it was raining and I was so relieved because I didn't really want to go anyways. I just went home and I was like jumpy for the rest of the night until I fell asleep. hehe. Go me. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that I went out and pigged out on greasy foods with Everlyn and Tracy on Friday. I finally got to go to the new part of the mall! Oh it's like a whole new world manggg. We even started singing the song. haha. We just bummed, helped Evelyn look for pantaloons for work and Trax and I filled out these card thingers to work at American Eagle. The mall is finally a real mall. Congratulations MALL! haha. We also had Conjac. Mm.. It was fun :P - 11:56 Saturday, Oct. 16, 2004 I have to go sing in the Harvest Hoedown/50th Anniversary festival thing in a few hours. Women's Chorus barely even knows the music, because we barely ever practiced during class >=| All Mr. Byers does during our class is sit in his office and talk on the phone and we never do anything. It's so boring when you don't have any friends in there. I started talking to this girl who stands next to me on the risers. She's so cute-ish because her whole outfit always matches..like completely. haha. She wears like entire outfits of one color. Dood..I don't even know where we're going to be standing because we're going to be combined with the other two choirs. Gah. So argh. And freakin'..I don't even know WHERE call time is going to take place. They just said to show up at 2. How annoying. But whatever..it'll end up ok I think :P So like..yesterday's HC game was alright. We were actually pretty close to winning. haha. Allison gave me a VIP ticket so Wendy and I did a 2-for-1 thinger and we both sat in her section. haha. Wendy has freakin' Chang-dar dood. She totally found Allison's dad, who had wandered off alone and sat in some random spot all the way in the last bleachers. haha. And then after that she found both of Allison's brothers. So we watched the game a bit, walked around a bit..etc. We were BEHIND Bob Hitchcock. :O! He's famous! haha. All these old football players kept stepping on us and stuff to go talk to him. And Wendy heard one of them say, "You're like a father to me. I love you." It's so cute. hehe. Everyone like..looks up to him. And he was just this humble old man in an old man suit. He looks like he likes to fish in his free time. haha. So cute. The stands were soooooo packed. Last night was the most packed that I've ever seen the TCHS stands. And all these people kept pushing and stuff. Roar. And freakin..this biyatch that I won't name was giving us fricken attitude. I should've pushed her down the stairs or something. haha. At least I don't wear a RUG around my neck. Anyways, ALLISON LOOKED REALLY PRETTY :] Especially in her tiara and stuff. Gawsh I'm jealous. haha. I took a crapload of pictures of her. :D I felt like a mom. haha. All the princesses were so pretty! Bah. :P Afterwards, we sat around at my house and then went to In-N-Out to get some grubbbb. Allison's brothers tricked her so we took her out to eat. haha. Then we went to Wendy's house and ate our foods and just talked and stuff. I talked to Pei Pei about the fish again. haha. I think that's all I ever do. I told him about the person I met at the game who shared the same interest as me. :P Everyone likes to make fun of me about it, but whatever :] I might see Peter today! I haven't seen him for soooooooooo long. Like TWO years! OMG! hehe. I'm excited because he's so cool and I miss bumming around during 7th period with him. I'm gonna go get ready to go to the festival now. SPATERZZ - 23:56 Thursday, Oct. 14, 2004 HM..I have come to the conclusion that my karma is a result of what I think about, rather than my actions. I'm not sure how to purify my mind, but I could probably start by cleaning my room...I told myself I'd do it before Christmas vacation. That seems like a lot of time, but when you're as lazy and indecisive as I am....ugh. It's so hard to clean my room!! Anyways, Partyville yesterday was a fricken blast. We're so lame...hahahaha "OMG THE FLASH?! HIGH FIVE!!!" That was such a great moment. And we did hw and played DDR. Woot. It was fun.. UND.....TOMORROW NIGHT IS THE HC GAME!! I'm so excited. I hope the fish is there. hahah. But probably not. :] I wanna go extra early so I can get a seat. There's gonna be people flying in from all over America because it's the 50th anniversary and they're honoring these famous coaches AND it's the HC game. Goodness. AND Allison is gonna be out there on the field because she's a princesssss. Omgers. That reminds me..I gotta go get my camera tomorrow...I better call Linda right now. HAh..bye. - 23:20 Tuesday, Oct. 12, 2004 I don't want it to start all over again...that's freakin' epic. Geebus. Begin and end high school the same way. GAWSH. I've been trying to call MB for the past two days, but he isn't picking up, so maybe it's like..a sign that I should stop calling. hahah. I really don't know how to tell him anyways. I'll just..stop. I should concentrate on what's in front of me and not spread it around and make it everyone's thing. Anyways, DDR and singing are my medicines. Without them I'd feel even lamer than I do. <back<-->fwd> 5 most recent entries: I'm a thought criminal - Tuesday, Aug. 21, 2007 Moving away again! - Friday, Oct. 27, 2006 My reaction to Flavor of Love - Saturday, Oct. 21, 2006 Late night confusion! - Friday, Oct. 20, 2006 Bill and the couple drama across the quad - Wednesday, Oct. 18, 2006 |
||
