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- 03:10 Saturday, Sept. 11, 2004 Well, you'll hear about 9/11 from everyone, but it's like an important part of history, so I think it SHOULD be heard about. And then you'll hear criticism about Bush. haha. But anyway, Mrs. McCreadie said that it's gonna be a date that will be in future history books that our children will have to study for school. And we're gonna remember exactly what we were doing when we found out. It's true. A lot of the teachers remember what they were doing when they heard JFK was shot. It's also like Pearl Harbor. Pearl Harbor is an important part of our history and you can find it in US History books and stuff. There's even a movie about it. I'm sure they'll make a movie about 9/11 and try to intertwine some kind of lame love story between a good looking young man and a pretty girl and a lame best friend of the guy. Anyway, the point is..it'll be remembered forever, even if we don't do a moment of silence every 9/11 later on in our lives. Every year I watch specials on it and it makes me tear up because they always show the family or spouse of someone who died and they cry and they tell their story. It's so depressing, but think about how they feel. A part of their lives is missing just like that. Right after it had happened, they had lists of people who died and there were even people from Pasadena on those planes. That's only like 15 minutes from here. I was a lame loser about it when it happened. I had a relatively good day, totally ignorant to what was happening. It was my first day of high school and I was eating breakfast and trying to watch tv but every channel had pictures of this crashed airplane and they were showing images of a bunch of smoke and the outline of a building..which turned out to be one of the twin towers after it was hit by a plane and then they were reporting about how the second plane was going to hit. I don't know why this didn't sink into my head, because that's pretty big. I just wanted to watch my stupid cartoons. I forgot about it when I left the house and when I walked in my first class, my teacher was like almost crying and we just watched the news the whole time. I watched it in a few other classes too, or it'd just be playing in the background of classroom noise, but the teachers tried to go on with teaching. It didn't hit me until they talked about it that something big was happening. Yup, I felt pretty dumb. But what I felt isn't very importante. I just hope you guys have a good day today and be grateful for all the good things in life and especially grateful if you weren't affected directly by that day. Quick recap on last night. Went to football game, talked to peepo, went to In 'N' Out afterwards with Trax and Nat and we just had a good time because we talked a lot and we sat in Nat's car and just talked for almost two hours. Mostly about boys. That's what girls always talk about. haha. I'm grateful for friends :] I also talked to my cool friend Allison when I got home. - 01:37 Friday, Sept. 10, 2004 I'm so immature :] - 01:23 Wednesday, Sept. 08, 2004 OMGERSSS I had so much fun...yesterday [Tuesday]. As of now, I only have one more day of summer, so it better be kickbutt. Anyways, I spent allllll day scrapbooking. hahahah. It was so bomb. I'm fricken serious. Ok I woke up like all early and stuff because my friend wanted to start early so I gave him presents, let him GLANCE at my nasty room and then we went to this place on Las Tunas called Scrapbook Buddies and I wasn't really scrapbooking so I just helped him with stuff. Time flew by pretty quick and then it was time to pick up Allison. So we got her and went to eat bao bing at Life and they don't have it in the margarita glasses anymore!! It's so DEPRESSING. haha I kept saying that today. But it was still fulfilling either way. It came in a stinkin' plate though. I KNOW they have the glasses because they're like fricken displayed in the window. Why not just give them to us? And Allison kept wanting to ask for pink and white balls. hahaha. She wanted to ask the waiter. haha :P So after that we went back to the scrapbooking place and I helped Allison..book scraps. hehe. It was so fun. We were doing Deutschland pictures. One page takes foreverrrr, especially for someone artistically and creatively challenged like me, but I liked it anyways. Allison is so good. haha. She got mad at me for saying that so much, but she really is. She's so good at design :D After a while, we thought it was kind of pointless to stay, because you have to pay money to sit in there and we were barely using the supplies, so we just picked up and moved to Allison's house where we went for another few hours. I think we finally stopped at like near 10 and we were sitting and admiring our 11 pages. IT'S SO NICE :] We kept cracking up about the picture I used for the cover. hahah. She made me write "Gesundheit!" next to it and you'll see why if you ever see it. haha. We were supposed to go play badminton, but we got distracted by scrapbooking and just forgot about it. :] I didn't really think I'd get so into it, but I didn't really mind it this morning so I helped on my friend's, but then when Allison came and I had something to really do and like we knew the same stories and stuff, we both got excited about it and that took up the rest of the day. Besides that, I don't really have anything interesting to say. I haven't been so happy lately but being with two close friends can change your mood drastically. OH and CONGRATS TO DAVID PAT ON BEING MR. SAN DIEGO :] I'm proud of him because body building is weird and hard and he got stomach cramps the other day because he can't drink water. hahaha. - 22:47 Sunday, Sept. 05, 2004 :] My anger and upsetness were the product of PMS. hahaha. I've been feeling good for a day or two. Today Evelyn and I "went out for drinks". At first I was thinking i-cafe, but that's lamesor and too far to walk in this heat, so I had another idea... If you didn't know..we live across the school from each other. SO, by "getting drinks" I meant going to the school and buying a bottle of something from the drink machines. haha. That was exciting. It was pretty lame because I walked around the school since the gates from the track to the rest of the school were locked. Anywho, we were kind of surprised to find out that our school has Fantas. WOW. We took a little stroll through school and then walked to my house and sat around for a while and talked about Hamtaro's magic flying spot. hahaha. Stupid. Then Everlyn went home and I sat alone again. haha. I have such a loser life. - 15:47 Sunday, Sept. 05, 2004 hahaha...conversation with my twim: me: crap what's it called me: i learned it in summer school tony: estrogan? me: no tony: mcdonalds? me: yes me: hahah tony: chick nuggest? me: like when a guy turns into a girl tony: transvestite tony: bakla me: no there was another name tony: drag queen me: i used it in my speech too me: mang tony: _(name withheld)_ tony: drinking a lot of beer me: hahaha me: ok it's a hermaphrodite tony: oh tony: yeah tony: thats it tony: lol tony: why didnt i think of that - 01:04 Saturday, Sept. 04, 2004 Conversation at dinner at Applebees. Part of it went something like this: Traxy: He's just this smart Asian dude with lots of money. I don't know.. Me: Um..so what's the problem? Tammy and Allison: Yeah, serious, what's wrong? Hahaha..that was great. :] We went to watch Napoleon Dynamite and then dinner for Wendy's birthday. The movie was so stupidly funny. haha. GEEZ what's your flippin' problem? He's so funny and everyone is like so boring. haha. After dinner, we went back to Wendy's for presents and cake with ice cream :P'' Me likey. Then we watched Sex and the City, which I didn't really want to and kept dozing off during until Wendy opened the sliding door which scared the poo out of me and I was awake the rest of the time. I left before everyone else..I think. Not sure. :P I had some stupid kid drama yesterday morning/the night before. That morning I realized that there's something I have to get rid of, but it's kind of hard to do that when it's been there so close for like a year, but it's something I have to do if I want to heal :P That's what I want for now, because I can't do anything else, really, or else it'll turn out like 9th grade. haha. AND...after watching several hours of soaps until 7am yesterday, I felt a lot better. Gosh I freakin' LOVE Dou Yu. Anyways, I went to sleep, woke up feeling slightly crappy and I released my anger through yelling and making loud noises at random, then I did my econ and walked to Wendy's house. I felt a little better being in the presence of only girls and we just hung out. I don't feel the connection that I used to have with them, but I still enjoyed a girls' night out thing. Yesterday was different from most days. Since coming home, I've experienced something that I've never been through before..since 6th grade at least, and I guess that's the stuff you learn from. 6th grade doesn't count. haha. :] Oh yeah, and..on Thursday, I went with Linda and Pat to fly kites. hahaha. It was not very windy at Live Oak and we couldn't get the kites to stay up. It was so crapness, but it was really funny watching people like us running around with kites. We got tired and then went to Jamba. Thanks Pat for treating me because I'm poor :] Bye friends - 09:11 Thursday, Sept. 02, 2004 I keep feeling sad and I never feel like working on the layout. Sorry guys. It's one of those "You never appreciate something until it's gone" kind of things and maybe some anger mixed in. It's seriously not fair. haha. THIRD TIME, BETCH. Oh well... Next time I'll just try not to say anything then. Gosh I hate how I feel right now. I think I'm gonna go fly a kite today to feel better. :] - 02:27 Thursday, Sept. 02, 2004 I just finished meditating because I'm going through some hard times right now and I had to clear my mind of evil thoughts. THANK YOU SO MUCH Michael for that song. haha. Nifty, it is. I think I really need to call MB and talk about it because it's really affecting me sooo much. Unless I just keep meditating. I can't be dependent on him forever. As I was telling my cool friend, Michael, the same that has happened before is happening for a third time and it's weird because this time it's like more extreme than it's ever been. I really shouldn't feel the way I do because I have no right to act this way about it. I didn't say anything so it's my fault for those reasons, BUT I'm beginning to feel as though it's not coincidental because there's always a common factor.. I'll try to get over it. I don't like these feelings. I wish I could just move on from it but I'm like stuck. I just have to remind myself not to be childish about it. I'm so abnormal. Geebus. Bye. <back<-->fwd> 5 most recent entries: I'm a thought criminal - Tuesday, Aug. 21, 2007 Moving away again! - Friday, Oct. 27, 2006 My reaction to Flavor of Love - Saturday, Oct. 21, 2006 Late night confusion! - Friday, Oct. 20, 2006 Bill and the couple drama across the quad - Wednesday, Oct. 18, 2006 |
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