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- 19:13 Wednesday, Sept. 01, 2004 Oooooo what a cutie :] I love gentlemen-like guys like so much. It made me forget how crappy I felt today. haha. Well, then I went home feeling crappy again. Boo. I told Wendy what's cracken. haha. It's not really that bad. It's other stuff too. I'm soooooo bad at changing myself to be better. I must say...I HATE TCUSD. HATE HATE HATE. They freakin' find every way possible to screw me over and make me feel like I'm going into depression because all I want to do is cry and sulk. People think I'm exaggerating when I say that the school hates me, but if all the ladies at the district office residency thingy recognize your name at a glance, perhaps there is some truth in that. I have to go there every fricken year and I always spend a lifetime at registration because I just happen to be the person that the records lady walks out on and she doesn't come back for like a thousand years. They like blacklisted me so I waited in line before the doors opened for nothing. When I got to the front of the line, they said, "NO, you can't register." I felt like I had a reject sign stamped on my head. So they sent me to the district saying, "I don't know what it's about." Later on I found out that biznatch knew exactly what it was about and that trip was such a waste. Luckily I talked to Mrs. Mok, who I worked for a long time ago for csl and I didn't feel like crying. haha. No one there knew why I was sent there so they signed my papers and let me go. I got to the front of the line by priority :P and they sent me away again because I didn't have a stupid green paper, which is why I waited at the records office forever. Then it was sort of smooth after that..I got to take a pic with my Badtz Maru. hehe. My schedule was all weirded up so I had to fix it. Luckily I didn't have to wait as long as I usually do for the counselors, because they let me and a couple others go to Goudy and he didn't make me cry. I got to get to know HOWARD, who is like so nice. His day was as long as mine, because they kept making him wait and stuff too. haha. We're fricken birthday twins. That was so exciting, because he's the first one I've met that I don't feel weirded out by..and he's not a cat. haha. Allison. After that I sat around a while..didn't really feel good so I just went home in sadness and I didn't get to cheelax with Trax :[ Then I bummed around until my mom and brother were ready and then we went shopping for stuff. I got a green jacket. haha. I love the bright color like so much. It's kind of like my Euro-ish one from Germany. The color I mean. I like that jacket too, but it's not that cold here. Then we went somewhere else and I got a kite. Mang that's gonna be so awesome. I love kites. :] I might watch Dou Yu now, because I'm a loner and I love Taiwanese soaps. Bye. - 02:32 Wednesday, Sept. 01, 2004 Happy birthday to Pat! :D He's 19 now! 18 is a prettier number. Oh well :P Hope your birthday wishes come true ^_^ Go eat tortoise. WELL, yesterday-ish I woke up at like 1 cuz I'm still kind of jetlagged I guess. I didn't sleep for sooo long. haha. Before I went to bed my head started getting so heavy. Anyway, I woke up and I fixed my fricken eyebrows. It hurt like a biznatch. It's as if all the hair below your arch is embedded in a large nerve. I thought I was going to start crying or something. My eyes were watering and stuff. Gah. haha. Yeah, it was my first time :P I probably did a craptacular job, but too bad. I just wanted to thin it out. Anyways, I made a final decision on what I was wearing for my senior portrait and then I worked with my hair as Daryl and Allison came over. We sat around for a while and wrapped Urshley's presents and stuff. Then Nataly came over and she did make-up stuff on me. Thanks Nat :] Then I finally got dressed and we went to school. I bet I came out shiny :[ Oh well. It was fun, even though that was what half my day revolved around. haha. After that, we went to Ursh's dinner thinger at Islands. I sat with Amy, Matt and Anna and the loners table. haha. JK we're cool :] It was pretty fun. MATT AND ANNA ARE FINALLY TOGETHER. hahaha. I missed out. Anyways, then Brian came over and Ali too for a short time. After din din we went back to Urshley's and had cake and ice cream. I'm socially disabled, so I just went home. I felt kind of sad about that but after I showered, I felt better. I love that feeling. But before that, I realized why things have changed, but at the same time, it might be possible that I would've turned out the same way if it didn't happen. Who knows. But dood, I like hanging out with Anna and Amy in a small group. They make me feel less disabled :] Well now I have to go fill out forms. Yay, party. - 00:53 Tuesday, Aug. 31, 2004 Back in the States. Wish I wasn't. I just want to go back to China and start a new life. haha. But I guess it's not really glamourous or anything because there will no longer be so much free stuff. I think one day..I'll just make some money and then go over there to live and maybe get an easy job or something and I'd start a new life there. hehe. If I ever ran out of money, I'd come back to the states and work for some more money..maybe decide to open my store overseas and then live there forever. Woot. haha. Yeah right. I dunno what I'm talking about. I haven't really slept much for a whole two days. Man, there are some good looking people on the Chinese Olympic team. It's like funner to watch because everyone's Chinese so I feel like it's a part of my background and stuff and these are the people representing the country that my parents are from. Greatness, 'tis. HAPPY BIRTHDAY URSH. MEHEHE. Yay. - 23:25 Friday, Aug. 20, 2004 WADUP! haha I went on this Chinese tour thingy to the province of SiChuan and it was..ok.. The sightseeing stuff was awesome but most of the hotels really sucked and it's so unsanitary. Egh. Also, I had to hold in my pee every day because I didn't wanna go in the floor toilets and even if I were desperate enough to go in one of those, the bathrooms either had no doors or it smelled so bad that I turned away 20 feet before I got there. haha. The places we went to were like in the mountains, so it's not as developed or taken care of very well.. Anyways, the places we ate at weren't always that great either. Some of the hotels had complimentary breakfast, but it's complimentary because it SUCKS. Well, only at one place..all they had was jook that was really just water and a few morsels of rice at the bottom which you were supposed to eat with mantou that didn't have any flavor and a hardboiled egg. The hardboiled egg was the only thing I enjoyed..I had to get my energy from the fruit my mom bought from people on the streets. Mountain fruit is sooooo good. haha. All the other meals consisted of spicy stuff, hard rice and usually choy because people complain so much about how they can't eat the food. This one lady was sooooo annoying. Gah. She complained about everything. She'd say that the food sucked before she even touched it. I didn't really mind trying stuff because you're supposed to be experiencing life there and not just what you're used to. It was spicy, but if that's the stuff they eat then alrighty. You don't have to complain about every little thing because people don't live like you. Egh. HmM...I got to see the world's largest stone buddha. That was awesomeee. There's so much history behind it. The coolest thing is that he was built with his eyes open and one year, his eyes closed and he cried because that was like a really bad year or something and now his eyes are slowly beginning to open up again. There's pictures, I swear! haha. I also went to some national parks that are kind of like Yellowstone, but it seems a lot nicer for some reason. A lot of the Monkey King stuff has been shot at the JiuZhaiGou national park..like all the movies and tv shows about the Monkey King. I also went to this mountain that has temples built all over it and we went to the one all the way on top, which was sooo pretty. It was especially pretty because this fog came in and it looked really cool. haha. There was this other temple we went to that had a different kind of monk, I guess. I dunno if we call them monks..but they looked like they came out of those Chinese tv shows from a long time ago. They had their hair in a bun on top of their heads and a thick beard/mustache. It was really cool. haha. We went to a Tibetan temple too, where I was followed up a hill by little kids. It was so scary.. The first few gave up but this one little girl in pigtails just kept at it the whole time, asking me to give her my Hello Kitty keychain that was hanging off my backpack. I didn't want to because, selfish me, I didn't feel that I had a reason to, but I started feeling kind of bad and she even bugged me during the prayer when the prayer flags were stuck into the hill [it's this thing that one of the monks told us to do to help us with problems] and then her sister, who stuck the flag in, started bugging us too. They wanted both my keychains [my sister had one hanging off her backpack]. I didn't mind so much giving them away but I don't like people touching me and following me around. I finally gave in since they were like stalking us and my mom got them to trade some bracelets with us for the keychains. It was so cute when we gave the keychains to them. They were like so happy. These were like poor Tibetan-Qiang kids from a village nearby. Then I realized how tricky these little ones were...One of them was like, HEHE mine's better than yours. And then the other one started complaining to my mom about it. hahaha. I think that's so smart of them. Right now I'm back in HouJie, where my mom's family is from. I still wanna do a lot of shopping, but I only have like ten days left in China/HK :[ I don't wanna go home. I like it here, despite the humid weather. I don't really miss home too much, besides my comfy bed..the one I sleep on hurts my whole body, which results in being tired all the time. Oh and sadness..today was the last episode of The Outsiders :[ I really love that soap!! Like a lot. It was so cute when Ru Hou called his girlfriend Lao Po >_< hahahaha..I'm such a loser. I can't wait until my cousins get us the VCD set so I can watch it like a billion times and learn some Mandarin. haha. I feel so lucky that I can understand and read enough to watch soaps. It's funny because I get all into it and I say something and my sister doesn't get it, because she seems to have forgotten a lot even though she's been practicing more. Ok babble babble. Bye - 23:14 Wednesday, Aug. 04, 2004 Man it's so fun here. haha. Um..I found out that the group I saw was indeed Dropkick Murphys and the other one was Steriogram. They were playing at some kind of Fuji Festival thingy in Japan. Hmmm...I also found out that I'm like obsessed with Chinese soaps. The ones that I can barely understand are the best ones. hahaha. Right now I like watching The Outsiders and The Rose. The Outsiders has these two hot guys that keep me glued to the screen. haha. The Rose..I like watching just because the shots and acting are pretty bad and there's this really funny creepy half white guy. He's not supposed to be funny. haha. And the main character, I guess, is this very unattractive girl that looks like a guy, but for some reason that half white guy likes her and so does her stepbrother? I'm not sure about that part, since I can't understand Mandarin very well and I can only read some of the Chinese subtitles, but that's what I presume from what I saw today and partially understood. I stayed in this super nice apartment yesterday with my twin cousins and their cousin. It was sooooo nice. I've never seen such a nice apartment in real life. Anyway, that's where I started getting into the soaps and we watched a vcd set of The Outsiders for many hours. Hot guys. :P So we stayed there and then went out today to go shopping. The storekeeper people are really scary. They follow you around and try to make you look at things and buy them. They don't quit..it's so scary >_< My cousin finally told me to tell them that I'm going to look on my own. haha. Geez. I got a bunch of stuff. WeE. OMG and..I got a large strawberry slush with boba for 5 bucks but in American money that's only about 50 cents. mehehehe. That was so great. It was yummy too. The boba's kind of different. After we finished shopping we watched another episode of The Outsiders. Then it was time to go home. It started raining, which I suppose is the "T-storm". haha. This was the biggest storm I've ever experienced. We were lucky to have gotten out while it was just beginning. We ran from the apartment to the car and then it poured harder and harder. When I got back to my aunt and uncle's place, it was sooo crazy. There was all this lightning and thunder and it was setting off moped and car alarms. It was sooo noisy. And then there was this huge lightning bolt/thunder thinger that shut off all the electricity. So we sat in darkness for a while. After the storm stopped, I got the electricity to work again from the power box thing. WeE..fun days. Hm...Oo..the other day, we went to this pond and they feed the fish there dead chickens and chicken guts. It's so disgusting : That's all I can remember right now. hehe. BYE :] - 00:42 Sunday, Aug. 01, 2004 Heh, apparently "tea storm" was "T-storm," but my sister did not mention that. SO..we're thinking it means thunderstorms, but there hasn't been any yet, but it's only my first day in China so we'll see later on. Some exciting things happened already. I saw two bands at LAX and one of them I BELIEVE was Dropkick Murphys but it's not definite, but that'd be totally awesome because they were on my flight. It was funny because they had worse seats than us. haha. :P I didn't sleep much on the first flight to Japan, because I stayed up and watched every movie that they played and I played Super Mario Bros. 3 like a maniac. hahaha. I really suck at that game, but too bad. The meals were pretty good. Better than Lufthansa's. Meck. The desserts didn't taste like soap. haha. HmM...oh and when we got out of the train immigration place thing between China and HK, it was soooo scary. We were like attacked. hahaha. The first guy I thought was some relative that I've never seen and he was like, "Lemme take your luggage!" and I was so ready to hand over the suitcase but my mom kept walking and then like a billion people came at us and tried to take the luggage and they were saying they'd help us bring it wherever and then a bunch of them kept saying they have vans. It was so scary but I started laughing, because it was weird. Man that was funny. hahah. The food is suuuper good. Drool. There was so much stuff I wanted to buy in Hong Kong but my aunt said that there's more stuff here in China. Everything is so cheap, it's unglaublich. :D I love it. hahah. Well, I think I'll go now. I'm not sure if my cousin wants his comp back or not. haha. :P Bye :D - 02:30 Thursday, Jul. 29, 2004 I'm leaving in almost ten hours! AHH! I still haven't finished packing. I don't know what I want to wear yet. Oh so confusing. My sister said there's going to be "tea storms" and it's like still 82 degrees at night. I was trying to get the layout done in time, but it seems that I can't, so I'll have to postpone version 12 until September or so. Sorry :[ I really wanted to get it done in time, but my time management sucks butt. Well, I'll see you all in about a month. I'm going to miss a few people, but I hope shopping will take my mind off of that. haha. Wee. Stay cool, don't drool. Viel Liebe. Bye. - 18:14 Monday, Jul. 26, 2004 "Do you think love can create miracles?...Do you think love will take us away together?" :] OMG THE NOTEBOOK IS CUTE :] I love it! I went to watch it at 10:20 this morning with Joe and we both liked it lots. haha. I looove how the guy reads to her every day :] and how he says that he's happy to have been in love with someone and stuff. Noah is ok looking, but Lon..mm Cyclops from X-Men. hahaha. He's got GQ features. Anyways, I think Allie was kind of crazy. haha. Man..I'm glad I finally got to see it. I waited a whole month just so we could go watch it. We blocked out the sex scenes by closing our eyes and putting our hands in front of our faces. haha. Well, Joe just took off his glasses because without them, it's pretty much the same thing. He's like practically blind. Hehe. The funniest part was the thing with the traffic light. WHY would you lie down in the middle of the street to watch lights change? I thought that was going to bother me for the rest of the movie, but I forgot about it after a while. Noah's dad was cool..and I love old couples. They're so cute. This one was especially cute, because they were both chunky and they were like big balls hugging each other. haha. Then Joe said I'll get fat in China and become a ball too. hahaha. :[ Well, back to packing and stuff. 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