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- 00:52 Tuesday, Dec. 02, 2003 By the way, I bought a Buzz Lightyear flashlight yesterday. It's way cool! haha. uMm...and some other stuff that came in really miniature, cute packaging, but the contents are not of any importance to you. I think I'm set for Germany. I just need a tiny umbrellerrr. hehe :] - 23:42 Monday, Dec. 01, 2003 Was I out of my head was I out of my mind? How could I have ever been so blind? hehe that song is stuck in my head. Seriously...I think I'm cursed. In my family, I am known as "the sickly one" and I am also prone to accidents and other bad things..yet I have no other special traits, so where is the balance in all of this? If I were athletic or had some other special skill, then being "the sickly one" wouldn't make me so upset. Actually, I'd still be upset, but there's no balance dagnabbit! So yeah...every time I go to a faraway place, I get some kind of sickness or something bad just happens to my body. Florida..I had a headache on the plane and it made me very unhappy. China..I had like this urinating problem. haha. UmM...Utah - I had an allergic reaction to something and the day before I was covered in hives and stuff. Now I have this tummy problem. I hope my stomach didn't burst : My sister just said that maybe I don't like to leave home. I really don't think that it's a mind thing. Why would I put myself in so much agony?? I hope things get better as soon as possible :] I don't like being in pain. It started yesterday when I left SF and I was in pain for an hour before I said anything to anyone and then another hour and it finally died down. Today I was doing homework and I fell asleep and after a while, my stomach felt hurt-y so I went back to sleep, hoping that'd it go away, but it hurt worse and I finally had to get up and start crying to my mom. haha. I'm supposed to go to the doctor's on Thursday...BWaH. : PLEEASE don't let there be anything wronggg. I wanna go to Deutschland!! I complain so much o_O HmMm...and then today I didn't feel so good for a while, because no one ever responds to me, so I just felt sad. haha. It's a lame reason, but I'm tired of being ignored so much. That sucks major butt. So I like went a way for many hours, because I fell asleep and when I came back I had some creepy messages from Joe. o_O Oh well, I better get back to homework. It was too hard to concentrate when my stomach was sad. - 23:54 Sunday, Nov. 30, 2003 I have five minutes to type before the day is over! UmMm...car trip home...we messed with my little brother's hair. My cousin and I kept trying to tie it up and we were successful but then he found out. haha. It was really funny though. Also, during traffic, this car in front of us had a dvd player so I was trying to watch. Dang cars kept moving. haha. That was pretty much it. There was a cool bum in Chinatown who was really good at singing. UmMm...I had turkey congee this morning... That was pretty much it. :] - 00:41 Sunday, Nov. 30, 2003 I forgot to mention that I almost got hit by a pigeon. I was just walking in Chinatown and there was a pigeon nearby. Then suddenly it flew up and went right past my head and I could feel it. EEP. haha - 23:37 Saturday, Nov. 29, 2003 Today I woke up sometime before 12 to go pick up my aunt. Then we went to eat and then to Chinatown. My cousin and brothers walked to downtown to walk around and stuff. I didn't really buy anything except this sugary stuff that I used to eat when I was little with a chopstick. It's like honey..but not. There was this one store with a funny name but I can't remember what it was. My mom wanted me to buy a vest, but we didn't find that and no jacket either. When we left, we went through downtown and the Macy's there is CRAAAZY. They have all these neato decorations. I was amazed. haha. :P So we went home and ate and I read for a while. Then my cousin made my little brother and me watch this disgusting movie called Requiem of a Dream. OMG it's so gross. It's about drugs and sex and the effects. It's so sad with the old lady but the rest of the characters...omg the girlfriend especially. WTF IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE? I never want to see that movie again. EW. I feel so corrupted now. I want to just forget about it. : BLAAHH. Anyways, we're leaving San Francisco tomorrow. It was a pretty fun weekend. GERMANY NEXT WEEK. AHHHH!! - 22:30 Friday, Nov. 28, 2003 :[ I didn't put my Thanksgiving list up. I don't really have an official list, but the things I'm thankful for go along the lines of family, friends, and the fact that my body functions correctly and I am somewhat healthy. It's kind of sad that Thanksgiving is overshadowed by Christmas, as Daryl had said. haha I almost called him Darly. Anyway, yeah..poor turkeys. Dang the evergreen trees! Maybe people take Thanksgiving for granted, because they think that they're ALWAYS thankful and grateful to everyone. PSH. Yesterday was a day to highlight what you're thankful for and we should be thankful every day, but that's hard to do...so whatever chance you have to remember those things, you should take it. T-day especially :] SO...I went shopping all day pretty much with my mommer. We went to the mall, which is super huge compared to Santa Anita. I bought some sweaters at the Gap. Then my cousin and brother went with friends and my mom, aunt, brother and I went to Chevy's. MMM. haha. Then we went to Costco, because I needed to stock up on film and things. Good times. After that, we went back home and I read for a while. Then my cousin took my mom and me to get snowboarding pants or a longer jacket or a vest. I just got the pants. I keep turning down the jackets I see. haha. I think it's just this guilt I have because my jacket was like freakin' expensive when I got it and I've never really even used it. The vests...not my fault, they didn't have any. Then...homework and dinner and now here I am eating ginseng candy. It's not that tasty but it's ok. I found out that I seriously don't know how to make my own choices. haha. I have the hardest time picking out clothes : - 00:25 Friday, Nov. 28, 2003 Do I have a jealousy problem? Yes. Am I emotionally stable? Um...there's a certain balance in there somewhere. Why am I questioning myself? I really don't know. haha. ER...Any other questions?...besides why am I such a freak? Nope. :] I'm in San Francisco right now. We had turkey! Sehr interessant. My aunt's cooking is rather tasty. :P I didn't get any homework done. BaH. I read some of Olli though. And like..spent seven hours in the car not doing anything in particular. There was that one stop with the redneck at Wendy's. haha. "The machine don't work if you don't take off the lid." Omg jerk. Taking off the lid of a cup is a simple, quick task, but no, he was all jerkish to my cousin and brother. When we told my older brother he started talking like that guy from King of the Hill [dunno what his name is] and saying the above quote. hahaha. It was so funny. We watched Little Nicky and a movie called Heat. It was like 3 hours. o_O It was kind of weird, but it was also pretty cool. Robert DeNiero is craxy. haha. I don't know how to spell his name. It looks wrong. HmM...yeah it's kind of cold. I should sleep soon. I think I'm shopping tomorrow :] I think I'm learning how to keep things under control. haha. *pats self on back* - 22:46 Wednesday, Nov. 26, 2003 WaHhhh...I'm all stressed and panicked about Germany. Now I'm going to have to use this gargantuous suitcase that I will struggle with because my arm is not that strong mang. Luckily, I have two arms... :] There's almost a week until we leave!! Ich bin nervos : I still have homework to do and things to pack and next week is a full week so I don't know when I'll do it, but I'll probably stay up all night due to excitement the day before we leave and then I'll be packing like crazy. I also have to make a wooden plate for woods...and ish. BLEH. Work is poo for sure. I was really upset that I was forced into going to San Francisco, but my mom got me to go by saying we'd shop. haha. :] I'm still a bit iffy about it, but what am I going to do here? I need her to help me pack anyways...I can't decide anything on my own :| The only thing that was holding me back is the fact that my aunt is mean to me, we've been there a billion times and all we do is visit the bridge and Chinatown, homework, batteries and film, and the people. I rarely get to hang out with some, but I can do that other times right? They'll still be there...I see my aunt like once a year and that's why my dad wanted me to go. bLEH. I guess family comes first? I don't know. Oh well....HmMmmm... I got my volleyball pictures the other day. It's not thattt bad. I saw my buddy pics today and it's like..I look weird. EH. haha my fob sign was jacked up. I look kind of angry in all my pictures because I was upset that day. Oh well, better than last year's :] Even though I was happier last year. It's okayyy. AHHH GERMANY IN 9 DAYS. <back<-->fwd> 5 most recent entries: I'm a thought criminal - Tuesday, Aug. 21, 2007 Moving away again! - Friday, Oct. 27, 2006 My reaction to Flavor of Love - Saturday, Oct. 21, 2006 Late night confusion! - Friday, Oct. 20, 2006 Bill and the couple drama across the quad - Wednesday, Oct. 18, 2006 |
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