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- 23:52 Tuesday, Oct. 21, 2003 Funny Freako...haha. He was giving me peptalks so I would be more positive. I'm not that negative, you know? I tend to be pretty happy and I used to be really happy at volleyball, even when the team is like mean to me, but lately things haven't felt so good...but I know I have to be more positive, because life is short and I don't want wrinkles from sadness and worrying. ECK. Well, I'm just glad I have a good husband. haha. At least our children won't be entirely retarded then. hahaha. jk :P I would also like to thank my twim! He worried about me when I had my fever and made me eat vitamin c and all. haha. Good people are hard to find these days but I'm glad I'm surrounded by them :D HAPPY FREAKO? hahaha. Oh yeah, another thing that brightened up my day has to do with WENDORZ. hahaha. So cute so cute. I'm so happy for her. :] And I'm excited about my date with Linda. hahaha. Yay, go us! - 21:26 Tuesday, Oct. 21, 2003 I wonder how Martin Mitchell is doing. Does anyone know? - 21:07 Tuesday, Oct. 21, 2003 SiGH...bad few days...There's no wonder why I looks sad sometimes. My dad like hates me and he's like angry. It hurts my heart :[ My crab died...double sigh. I dunno when it died because I haven't looked at them for a while, but I'm going to say that it died Sunday because that was my saddest day. So RIP Jenny II 10.19.03. Sniffle. I'll bury it near Allison II. Man, I'm so irresponsible. I can't even take care of hermit crabs. Geebus. I wonder how long Joe II is going to live now. They're supposed to be able to live up to 15 years...it hasn't even been ONE yet. I feel really out of place on my team...I have no one to talk to really, nor do they have any interest in talking to me. I feel like everyone's talking about guys and couples and all that crap. It's really bothering me. I don't want to hear it, because it makes me feel worse about stuff. BAH. Seeing Brian and Jenn make me smile. It's funnily cute. haha. Eh. Well, today a few of the girls were talking about their "type" and describing what kind of guys they want. That time could've been used to discuss homework. hahaha jk. That's sorry. I felt so alone that I text messaged Allison. haha. All this talk of HC too. UGH. BAH. I'm a lonely old lady. haha. I decided to make a few resolutions. One thing I REALLY want to do is make friends with Andy, this really cute little guy taking German I. haha. Frau loves him so much, because he's always excited to do everything and he's just always happy. I find him soooooo adorable and it'd be my dream to have a cool person like him as my friend. haha. :] Another thing I MUST do is clean my room before Germany so my dad stops hating me. He feels like taking care of me is the biggest burden ever :[ I also would like to become a much happier person. I've been happier for a long time; happier than the beginning of last year, at least, but I think this absence in my life is making me sadder as it goes along, but there's less than a month left :D The gumdrops of goodness. MuaHahAH. Hmm...I feel like a lot of people don't like me and it makes me feel worse. I have a paranoia of people disliking me for no freakin' reason or because I did something bad to make them dislike me. It's more of the second one, because I don't want to have wronged anyone. I just don't understand people these days... Who wants to be my friend? No, I'm not going to pay you. I don't want friends as status symbols, thank you very much. - 01:28 Tuesday, Oct. 21, 2003 I cannot lead a normal life. I suppose that's what happens when one is not a normal person. I think I should start making my entries like...five to a page or something. The days go by too quickly, therefore the entries are lone ones. haha. I shall shower and do more homework. Tschuss <back<-->fwd> 5 most recent entries: I'm a thought criminal - Tuesday, Aug. 21, 2007 Moving away again! - Friday, Oct. 27, 2006 My reaction to Flavor of Love - Saturday, Oct. 21, 2006 Late night confusion! - Friday, Oct. 20, 2006 Bill and the couple drama across the quad - Wednesday, Oct. 18, 2006 |
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